

Puberty was a tough period for me, all of secondary days were actually. I spent the first one and a half years hating Monk's Hill. It was one of my last choices. I also had problems with the upper secondary school kids, mostly students from normal academic and the same clique. I guess the reason why was because I was in my own world and loud around my classmates so I think I irritated them a hell lot, I can see why looking back. They called my house phone up and refused to hang up, wanted to confront me in the female's toilet, purposely bumped into me in school and all. I even had a hate page on Friendster created by them when I never did retaliate wtf. Pussy me. My supposed "friend" S gave them my number and "best friend" Z who were friends with them never spoke up for me. I must thank all of them though, they helped me become who I am today. I make sure I always fight for my right, never bow down to bullies or take less than I deserve and be careful with opening up to people. Most importantly, they taught me to face my problems instead of ignoring them. Ignoring doesn't solve anything. No, I don't hate any of them at all. I was just a vent for their insecurity and a target to bond over. Some of them are on my Facebook and I must say, I wish them well.
The last half of my secondary II days were the happiest, a relief during the tough period. Upper secondary kids stopped finding fault with me, I found joy in studying, owning subjects I was good at when I barely studied/ paid attention in class (how my last minute studying a day before exam was cultivated), hung out with my then fave people at the Newton CC everyday~ #fondmemories.
The relief soon came to an end when I had my heart broken for the first time and news of the merger. I never liked BH to begin with, because my then boyfriend was cheating/ dating girls from BH he knew from some camp before our schools merged. According to T♡ and the BH friends, I was notorious and known before I entered the school. Lol. No idea why really. When our schools finally merged, I had problems with people from other graduating classes. They just kept saying mean words when I walked past them (rumor has it the cause was I led a guy who liked me on when I was attached?), I got fed up and confronted them in the middle of our combined class and went "what the fuck is your problem? anything say it to my face." <-- see what I meant about the change in my take on bullies? They confronted me at the end of school in return, about 16 of them (some of them are my friends now btw LOL) and I was solo-ing the whole confrontation (screaming at each other) alone yet I nearly pulled a punch at one of them but was stopped by Chanel. We later made peace through SMS after Adam Khoo's workshop. Super funny, yeenagers in action. Haha. Still, very thankful for the merger. I wouldn't have met T♡ and the BH clique.
So yup guys, always retaliate when you meet bullies! You may be outnumbered or overpowered, at least you tried. You faced your problem, that's what matters. Captain America did it, so can you. "I can do this all day" — Steve Rogers.
Magenta, Huiyi would have been very proud to meet you. #whatpubertydidtome.
P.s. T♡'s first impression of me was I looked like a duck and had legs too slim for my body. My first impression of him was non existent, he's an acquired taste I only found attractive after we were almost together HAHA. :X.
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